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todae i din had a great day.. ytd received my chinese prelim paper.. i had a just pass for it.. was lousy.. todae received my maths paper1 and 2 both total marks failed plus my chem. which i just pass.. all was lousy.. havin some problems in my mind.. i kept wonderin 4 the past few daes about my decision.. y dun he tell me after my Ns?? im now so confused and vexed.. wat decision shuld i make? even recently i cant concentrate on anitink.. everidae just w8tin 4 his sms.. haiis.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i cant even relaxed.. i dunno what to do.. stress on my studies.. and now tis.. i dunno whtr shuld i reject or accept.. wat will happen for each decision i make?? be happie or regret?? i know he's a gd guy.. the wish i had alwaes been wishing for.. must have a kind heart, handsome, caring, alwaes lettin me, and so on... y must it happen now?? i dun have time to care abt tis thing now.. bt i just cant keep my mind off.. and in sch seeing N.G, also keeps my decision waverin... last time used to lyk him.. now after mitin him durin the class gatherin.. tinkin of him on and off... in sch missin N.G. , outside him.. i dunno wat to choose.. i cant keep him w8tin.. is either frens or not.. yes or no.. can anione help me?? im goin nuts soon.. it's drivin me up the wall ..