monday

oh man.. todae was a very bad day.. everitink was against watever tat i want.. i just dunno what went wrong and hurts me alot.. i have been reflectin tis past days.. i feel verii alone and just feel lyk quitin sch and end my life.. but i dun tink tat will work.. so i have re-tht my mind and just take it in my stride.. by the way just havin 1more yr of sch and tat's it.. i wanna hurry get out of tis sch and find new frends to carry on my life, nvr to make the same mistake ever again.. hope i will be 4given.. ^.^

thurs

todae was so tired.. early in the morning raining and i wanted to sleep in.. but too bad tat i have to prepare for sch.. do my usual stuff and head to sch.. chem lesson, mr osman in order to give sweets out he asked us to volunteer to answer the qns b4 gettin a sweet.. many ppl were raising their hands up and rushing to answer.. haha.. durin pe lesson was much more better den last week as it was more fun and enjoyable... just feel more freely tis time.. 2dae was actualli plannin to go for the fnN remedial bt wasnt sure is there any in the end and i din bring my wkshts.. so i din go and i went with my frens to eat mac after sch.. hehe.. plannin to go tm bt in the end head home as my fren wasnt feelin well.. so was quite bored.. im actualli quite nervous abt tis comin sunday youth service as i gt to stand in front and share sth which terrifyin me.. im nt sure whtr will i have sleepless nites.. hope God will help me in the way.. ^.^ seeya~ burbyes~

wed

todae feeling so down and lookin at the blue sky.. just feeling so different.. during lessons was tired and sleepy.. as usual my classmates were making jokes and laughing away.. during pe. had to play handball which i just played last week.. tis time everione did wore the attire and more people were playing.. separated in 2 big grps.. feeling abit weird.. i just had no sportsmanship at all.. im nt so sporty and dun realli like sports.. my team captain asked me to be the goalkeeper.. i was wonderin i wuld sure help the team to lose.. so i just turned my head away.. so he chose others.. the boys were verii involve in the game.. while the gals were like slacking as they are not realli sporty or active.. still din feel well bcos of the flu and irritatin... after sch had the fnN remedial, which was dragging my time spendin at home.. bt durin the rem. i was verii lazy to do anitink.. just doing a qns in my grp and sharing the answers with everione.. after tat, i went a break with my frens eatin hashbrowns and onion rings.. sat for quite awhile and head home.. as i reached home, i had a tinkin.. i dunno why wuld i cant 4get him.. it's just nt the rite time.. bt i just cant.. i even nw had crushes on 2 guys which one is i see everidae and the othr is a wk once which im so confused.. i jus promised myself durin the june holidaes to 4gt the past or the startin of tis yr to 4gt it... i just cant bring myself to it.. i dunno why wuld i ended up like tis.. alrite.. enugh. bb.. seeya..

tuesday

next day awake, wasnt so hot and feeling much better.. lazy to be going to sch.. rushing everitink as usual.. bt reached the bus stop as usual.. todae heard frm my fren tat mr osman and mrs lai didnt come to sch.. was quite happie bt abit angry as i rushed my homework till late nite and she din come.. nvm.. so durin the form teacher's period, tried to continue my homework.. bt bell rang and was next lesson... durin chem lesson, mr osman wasnt in sch bt still have chem work.. bt i did my maths exercise too.. after recess my bad flu start to came back.. which was so irritating.. had no choice.. have tat physics remedial after sch and ms ho told us it became 2.30 start which was so late.. 1.15 end sch and 2.30 start.. wat to do durin tat 1hr's time?? so i skipped and went home to do my homework.. plus reading my hist. bk.. so i at nite can watch my fave.shows.. hehe.. yay!! {abit lame.. bt pls mind me} till now im still havin my FLU!!!!!!!! argh.. sick is the worst thing i've ever felt so far.. as the singing goes:"rain rain go away, come again another day.." bt i've chged to :"flu flu go away, dun ever come again.. " so pls go AWAY!! :P bb.. see ya~

monday

in the morning had a tiff with my elder bro which i dunno what's gt into him.. todae was so slacked and bored.. dunno what's gt into my maths teacher.. she was abit crazy which she gave us 4 days to finish 9 exercises.. which was like so much and unable to finish including my fnN work.. i had no mood to do anitink.. jus feeling quite down after that oral... still tinkin abt it.. bt i know it's over.. till nite, i rushed most of the maths exercises and scared tat mrs lai wuld scold me the next day of being unable to finish the work.. at nite i was havin a bad flu bt it has been dere since the past few days.. ate medicine and seems tat it's unable to go away.. feelin feverish and feet+hands were cold, unable to sleep.. so i checked with the thermometer.. it actuali was at 36.6degrees and went up to 37.1, down to 36.6 again,up to 37.3 and the last was 37.5... tinkin tat i wuld be fine the next day.. hope so.. alrite, gt to rest well. or realli sick..

sunday abeautiful mornin..

i was awoken by my dad early in the mornin which i was lazy to wakeup.. bt i gt to prepare to go church... i had such a headache as i dunno wat shuld i wear to church.. so i picked ani shirt fittin with the bottom.. and i gt a striped shirt and circle-patterned skirt which fits well.. so great, problem solved.. next my breakfast.. i was lazy to prepare but my stomach was growling such early mornin.. just gt a bread and my dad prepared a cup of hot milo for me.. yay.. hip hip hurray!! 3 cheers for my beloved daddie.. ^.^ oh my i've gotten nuts.. haha.. after the 2nd service, my teacher told me tat i have to give a testi abt what i've learnt tis yr which i've gt no ideas for it.. bt nvm just give it a try.. quite nervous u noe.. also the youth ministries has come up with a mag.. and it's the 1st Copy!! wow.. {get some champagne and celebrate!! } haha.. jus jkin.. i've read it.. it's realli like one.. "duh~" haha.. it's verii fun and interestin.. bt it's nt cheap either.. 2dae's lesson was datin.. cont. frm last wk.. many qns appeared in my mind.. hope to have the answers as time flies.. plus i received a birthday gift frm ziyan.. after lesson went home as nth going on.. so bored.. the chocs. were delicious.. thks if u happened to read tis. ^.^ bb.. seeya~

sat boring day

todae was such a bored day.. i woked up late and i want to use the comp. which my lil bro was usin.. argh.. everitime have to snatch with him.. afternoon havin maths tuition.. i almost fell aslp durin lesson.. :P bt luckily the teacher din catch me.. or i'll be dead... hehe.. 2moro is my mum's birthday but 2dae we are celebratin as she wuld nt be free 2moro.. we went to pizza for dinner.. hehe.. wanted to have dessert bt cant.. :( nvm.. i will buy myself next time i go again.. hehe.. for the show at 7.30pm was lord of the rings.. i actualli tht the show was boring.. and i cant believe tat i wuld watch the show and gt engrossed in it.. lol.. 2dae gt the youth service in church and i wasnt sure whtr shuld i go.. bt it was quite late so i din go.. i culdnt sleep the whole nite which i dunno why.. bt i manage to slp after reading the book.. heh..

friday

oh man.. todae was such a bad day.. my eng oral conver.. turned out not well.. boohoo.. i was nervous and i dunno what to say... sniff. .. even though i still managed to say abit.. i cant turn back time... :( no use cryin over spilt milk.. nvm.. next time try harder.. on my way home, i bght some cookies to calm myself down but i dun tink it's so easily 4gtten.. . hope the rest of my class also did well.. ^.^ kkaes.. seeya~ bb..

thursday

todae was as usual but 2moro is my n-lvl oral.. quite nervous.. dunno hw will i fare.. hope everitink will go smoothly.. tonite i will be training myself till it's alrite.. i also went with cherlyn to watch movie todae.. which is "Get Smart".. it was hilarious and action.. quite funny!! haha.. i also enjoyed her company.. hope in future gt more free time den we can watch more movies 2gther.. hehe.. in school was fun and more laughters.. haha.. now i may probably more look 4ward to sch everidae.. thank God for helping me so much.. hehe.. ^.^

wed, a tiring and stressful day..

todae in the morning i was so tired.. lazy to go to sch.. but no choice as my n-lvl eng oraL is tis Fri.. have to practice.. in sch as usual, during form teacher's period, my teacher asked us to do some survey and turn out to be a sch survey.. so i just do.. the qns were quite weird and personal.. after tat was my chinese. and my teacher was absent. last monday was the same.. i tht it was great but turn out tat she had work for us to do.. so just do and had to be handed up todae.. i did not realli complete finish but was about to finish so i handed to the person-in-charge durin recess.. as my previous physics teacher, Mr.Shah had go on course another teacher came and took over us till our n-lvls over.. who was Ms.Ho.. i tht she wuld be fierce and scary.. but actualli she was quite alrite.. she let us do mindmaping for our work to understand better.. so after physics was chem, 2 sciences at the same time hope i will not get confused.. lol.. Mr.Osman brght his magicbox to our class and showed us some magic tricks.. it was funny and extraordinary.. most of the students in class know but some of the tricks i saw b4 but 4gtten how was it like.. back to work after the tricks, doing our chem n-lvl revision.. as i was doing some qns, i somehow 4gtten the formula of some qns.. i tink i gt to revise again.. after chem was recess.. my fave. period.. hehe.. bt the queues were all so long.. but some stalls had shorter queues den the rest.. my fren and me waited for so long to order the food.. . the weather was so hot.. and i was sweating.. my frens and i were being shut out of class durin maths period as we were late after recess for 5mins.. as chances went by as my frens are able to go in to class for standin outside class.. i was lazy so i was outside 4 1hr.. somehow my frens and me went abit bonkers.. we started to act like some small kids differntiatin the clouds shapes... haha.. tok abt it seems funnie.. as the period was over and p.e. time.. most of my classmates dint bring their attire so was being punished by Mr.Osman.. it took quite long.. and we played handball todae.. the ball was hard and rough.. throwin the ball around and i caught it frm my fren hurts my hands.. it was painful and my hands turned red.. bt alil while was over.. it was fun and tirng.. last period was eng.. Ms.Leow was practicin with us eng n-lvl oral.. it maybe quite boring and i was abt to fall asleep.. bt i perked up and listen as it's VerII ImPOrTanT!! i scared my pic.discussion will fail.. hope God help me.. ^.^ seeya!!bb..