monday.. hd bbq with my family!!

hello!! haha.. so happie tat just now had a BBQ with my family at home.. quite enjoyin and finalli had a day break.. hehe.. have some time to spend with my family.. bt the daes ahead i wuld realli want to spend more with them, last time used to tink that spendin time with them rather spend with my frens.. just feelin like i hve grwn alot.. haha.. bt realli hope so.. ^.^ alrites gtg ZzzZzz.. nites and will report to u more..

hello!! ytd was my 3rd dae at work.. hehe..

hello!! 4gotten to report abt my job.. nt sure whtr anione of u may see tis.. but just to sae tat ytd was my 3rd day at work.. haha.. btw im workin in an insurance company in the underwritin team.. the 1st day was quite alrite.. at 1st dere's nth much to do.. but slowly, they will ask u do stuff.. but sumtimes i was realli bored and had nth to do.. so i wuld just sit at my desk dreaming whereas others will be busy with their work.. or sumtimes i wuld realli be verii busy and had no time to catch a breath.. haha.. or even dream.. but it was quite fun and im able to make new frens.. hehe.. ^.^ also have to realli thk God to give me such a gd job.. heh.. >.< color="#993399">RealiTy is CruEL... just wonderin tat even if the innocent child wuld still be hurt by the Cruelest life but God will be dere for them as He loves His little children.. ^.^ Love ya God!! Muacks.. <3 haha.. nt sure y i wuld have such thts.. but nvm.. hehe.. abt ytd we had CG mitin as usual.. bt the topic was abt decisions.. wat kind of decisions have u made in ur life?? wat are the motives?? have u ever tht?? i tink most of u dun hve tht abt it b4 rite?? haha.. if u realli dunno den ask me.. haha.. i may noe hw to reply u.. btw if u have tht tat wat's ur purpose in life or whr are u goin after ur death and nt sure abt the answer, i can tell u.. maybe u wuld nd some help.. ^.^ so pls leave a msg.. thks u verii much... but pls leave a msg if u have visited my blog.. thks.. ^.^ alrites.. will tell ya more stuff abt my personal LIFE..

todae is sundae.

long time no blog le.. mths le.. preparing 4 my Ns.. bt now i have no worries as it is over!! haha.. now im relaxin and enjoyin myself.. whenever i wanna go out, i can go.. haha.. bt durin the past few mths, many things are going on... Many chges are made and decisions have been decided.. during the last wk of aug, my primary sch fren Amanda, brght me to her church, which was CityHarvest.. i realli enjoyed dere, so i have been going dere frm den till now.. even i have tht of givin myself a yr's time to adapt and see how it goes at dere, but maybe on the way many things culd happen.. as many of the sermons were preached by Pastors, some wuld just make me tink of wat was going on life and so on... it did made me realised alot of happenings.. Also i did have alot of Phun with my newly-made frens.. haha.. i did enjoyed their company.. if Amanda, u did see tis entry, i wuld realli wanna thk u for bringin me dere and have phun also i realli enjoyed myself.. Thks alot!! ^.^ Muaks.. haha.. btw jie will be dere 4 u.. alrites?? haha.. okaes.. fill u in sum other time.. gtg rest.. ZzzZzz..

tues

todae i din had a great day.. ytd received my chinese prelim paper.. i had a just pass for it.. was lousy.. todae received my maths paper1 and 2 both total marks failed plus my chem. which i just pass.. all was lousy.. havin some problems in my mind.. i kept wonderin 4 the past few daes about my decision.. y dun he tell me after my Ns?? im now so confused and vexed.. wat decision shuld i make? even recently i cant concentrate on anitink.. everidae just w8tin 4 his sms.. haiis.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i cant even relaxed.. i dunno what to do.. stress on my studies.. and now tis.. i dunno whtr shuld i reject or accept.. wat will happen for each decision i make?? be happie or regret?? i know he's a gd guy.. the wish i had alwaes been wishing for.. must have a kind heart, handsome, caring, alwaes lettin me, and so on... y must it happen now?? i dun have time to care abt tis thing now.. bt i just cant keep my mind off.. and in sch seeing N.G, also keeps my decision waverin... last time used to lyk him.. now after mitin him durin the class gatherin.. tinkin of him on and off... in sch missin N.G. , outside him.. i dunno wat to choose.. i cant keep him w8tin.. is either frens or not.. yes or no.. can anione help me?? im goin nuts soon.. it's drivin me up the wall ..